I have concluded that the quality of my life - my meter or gage for my level of happiness, joy, sadness or despair - depends on what I choose to focus on and the environment I put myself or allow myself to be in. Sometimes I can do it on my own. But we were … Continue reading I Present Myself, Exhibit A… choose Joy (as much as you can)
I finished writing this about an hour ago. I had a plan. I was in complete despair. And I was convinced that this was the best way. The only way. it was supposed to be released and sent tonight somewhere between midnight and early morning, like 1 or 2 am. But then, God save my … Continue reading My suicide letter – To my life support 💕 Thank you
Beaten, molested, and abused, I was raised with fear as a close unwanted companion. I, however, refused to let his partner in misery, sadness, in my party. Thank god for tomorrow! I saw hope in the fact that that state of being in those moments won't always be; and that tomorrow will be a brighter day.
Now, I do not have to live in fear. And I am free to be happy - fully happy, without reservations, - today.