Dearest Diary... Yesterday, for the first time in a very long time, I went for a drive on the Turnpike; windows down, music playing, at peace... I just enjoyed the moment(s). Turned out my destination was a flop, a dead end, seemingly a waste of time. But I didn't see it that way. Instead, I … Continue reading A glimpse of hope… of me
I addressed some painful things and realities I try to hide from. I am not okay. But I will be.
I have concluded that the quality of my life - my meter or gage for my level of happiness, joy, sadness or despair - depends on what I choose to focus on and the environment I put myself or allow myself to be in. Sometimes I can do it on my own. But we were … Continue reading I Present Myself, Exhibit A… choose Joy (as much as you can)