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This is extremely hard

… For me

I’ve never been safe. I’ve never not needed to be strong.

The more I try to be strong the weaker I get. My bootstraps are worn. And ripped. Too short.

My fingers blister. nails chipped.

You betrayed me. and you hurt me.

I love(d) you… tense undecided…

I know I knew I should have known better…

But understanding reality doesn’t help me now.

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